It's all kitsch

Everything I have done so far.  I guess it is part of the learning curve but arriving at the uncomfortable level of conscious incompetence does not feel good.  This project has become an excuse for avoiding doing any real work.  I have not even finished my 59 self portrait.  It does keep me drawing--even if I am cheating my way out with the flatware. It has also caused me to think more about what I expect from myself and which direction I think I would like to go with my art.  No answers yet.  Just the discomfort.